c0uld y0uuex believe iit. ii cried.. n0t becauuse 0f the scars that hanbin left f0r miiex.. ii cried just becauuse 0f heart paiin.. in which.. i just.. suddenly justt wiish t0 cryy l0rhhx. haiisx. heart hurts. like l0ts 0f needles p0ke miiex.. 'c0z ii saw hiim in audiition, Eugene larhhx. it's like my eyes filled wiith tears. it's just.. too sudden. fiine ` i like hiim cannot mehhx. ii really wish t0 even diie. ii really want PEACE t0 myy liife.. it's m0re liike ii n0w have been sleepiing inside a dream that might wake upp any single tiime.. ii just wish that ii w0uld be the snow white liike that.. it's ending.. 0r mayybe ii c0ntinue sleep.. iit's just a flashh 0f tiime. ii bliink myy eyes. it's g0ne t0 a next year.. ii really hope that w0uld even happen t0 miiex. ii wana a p-e-a-c-e 0ff.. ii remembered what myy friend t0ld miiex when i was K1 ` p-e-a-c-e-n-o-w-a-r. stayy iin p-e-a-c-e. h0w ii wish that it is real.. ii want my friends back! whyy.. WHYY ! WHYY !! whyy am i so dumb.. ii did saw my one K1 friend in PRI 3 ! T-T WHYY DIDN'T I SHOUT OUT TO HER. WHY DIDN'T I EVEN ASK IF SHE IS 0R N0T. WHYY ! T-T [[cryiing]]
ii really felt tired t0 myy liife. ii wana end it s00n. s00n t0 even let me kn0w that i'm dead.. if Eugene k0r haven't came t0 my life ii w0uldn't be here.. ii just hate that WHY must yanliing say i like sherman/ hanbin ! NO LORHHX. even if i tell her ii like other people she still sayy miiex like sherman/hanbin ! ii tellling this! I HATE SHERMAN. he just FREAKS OFF. he really is a freak0 FCK LARHHX. [[cryy]] fiine.. ii cry baby larhhx. at lease i not because of pain then cry.. it's because of the n-o-p-e-a-c-e then cry derhhx ! II WAN A BREAK OFF ! I WAN EVEN TO REST MY HEAD. it hurts so much... fine larhhx ii like sherman as a friend also cannot mehhx.. ` fck l0rhhx. ii just don't want enemies. ii wan myy life to be p-e-a-c-e-f-u-l pleasee.. gif miiex that as a biirthday present! whyy must i even met y0uuex. if i didn't met y0uuex i w0uldn't have been like this.
if i didn't went to find y0uuex. i w0uldn't even have be friends/enemies with you.
if i didn't play audition with y0uuex. i w0uldn't even have met you or play with you.
w-h-y- m-u-s-t I p-l-a-y a-u-d-i-t-i-0-n ! ii wana quit audition SOON !!!!!!!! after holidays de few months barhhx..
but at lease i h0pe t0mm0rr0w w0uld be better :( ii d0n't want cryiings ) ( ii wan laughter)
at lease i did have a bit of fun in the afternoon..

why... why are b0ys s0 selfish` ii just hate it. ii'm just playiing wiith mager.. why must sherman be angry ?! jeal0us 0r what ! T-T ii kn0w ii'm dumb ii'm stupid. at lease dun angry larhhx. at lease reply miiex ?! whhy everyb0dy is s0 evil to miiex.. Am i really w0rth n0thiing ?! T-T 0nlly Faiz best l0rhhx.. he rwarkks t0 c0re.. ii really hate the peoples that is thiis selfish `. If that is the attitute.. Y0UUEX. w0n't met miiex.. i'm just a reflectionn fr0m a audition then! ii really hate it. Everyb0dy dumbed miiex.. favorite jie favorite kor favorite friend favorite things ! I KNOW. God is testing miiex . but ii.. II CANNOT ACCPECT HIS OBSTACLES ! ii know. ii'm weak` ii'm silly.. ii just a break from the real life.. even if i go to hell.. and. suffering there.. i would be so called happy... ii just wish that ii got no fan nao u know.. please larhhx. giive miiex a break.. ii hate it !!!
favorite k0r gone lerhhx..
favorite friend gone lerhhx..
favorite teacher gone lerhhx..
favorite things gone lerhhx..
everything is G0NE ! T-T
ii hate y0uuex all ` T-T
why is it always the most tough time u all left miiex !
why cant there even been a time u pei me with to go through it. why isn't there even once.
why is it have to my favorite people and things.
y0uuex wana know who care me most ?! IT'S A TOY..
even my favorite teddy gone..
WHY HAVE TO BE MIIEX.
all i could remember is the memories of miiex..
ii just hate to be alone in school ya know ! T-T
eating with myself. studying with myself.
playing with myself. walking with myself.
all my friends are just a fake !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE PRIMARY SCHOOL LIFE.
I HATE MY LIFE !

haii ` i'm b0red. blehhx. what can i do ?! can play back audition lerhhx. 0f cause i very happy larhhx.. 0f cause i 'll play. haii . i'm feeliing s0 sad. so called. l0lx. b0red marhhhx . haii. can anybody save miiex fr0m this terrible b0ring-ness. T-T sian. ii hate y0uuex.. [ cannot waiit fer saturday ]] haha

w00ts. Zhang yii k0r k0r biirthdayy. LOL. & yuxiian. LOL. 2 peoples siahhx by the wayy it's yesterday p0st. but ii was late. haha. blehhhx. :P eeee.. booo ~ zhang yii k0r k0r er si yi lerhhx. haii. yuxian only si LOL. ` bo0 `` ii hate y0uuex sherman` call miiex f0r n0thiing s0mem0re when we singing f0r zhang yii biirthdayy s0ng. then shermann y0uuex called miiex. wtf. everyb0dy l00kiing att miiex larhhx. s0 psps ` stupiid y0uuex. weee ` s0 fun we thr0w the cake 0n zhang yi ` HAHA. biirthday b0y must kena hiit ` :P `` i'm just s0 sad fer the thiing that ii cann0t playy auditi0n ! >:( ! GM. reply my questi0n first larhh MINE M0RE IMP0RTANT `
pleaseeee ` T-T ii begging y0uuex. blehhx `
ii hate y0uuex ~

sheeshx. s0 sianx. lalalalax. blehhx. went back t0 my h0use then g0 t0 betty's h0use again. sian larhhx. 0MG0SH. ii hacked until her passw0rd siiahx. BLEHHX. don't care.. hahasx. ii'm sianx. play c0mputer l0rhx. n0thing also WOOTS SIAH. i kn0w h0w t0 make guild lerhhsx weets thanks t0 w0lfwing [ so called] duno lahhx. THANKS HIMM.. blehhhx. cool rite. I HATE Y0UUEX mei hua fuck y0uu. ASK LAWRENCE KILL ME CAN BO. kill punch suck fuck miiex larhhx.. ii don't want y0uuex and y0uur stupiid k0r derhhx sympathy . fuck 0ff bahhx. BLEHHX. ii hate y0uue. greedy piig. lalahx. ii hate y0uuex blehhx. hahas. wootsx larhhsx ii even prefer betty as my friend that y0uuex. l0rhx. HAH. cb ass h0le larhhxx think i always so guaii in school doesn't meant that i duno how scold y0uuex. fuckk off.

Fuck 0ff cb girl bitch larhhx. m0r0ntic siahhx.. fuck 0ff. cb. st0le my picture still dare talk s0 much g0 tell teacher larhhx call lawrence kill me larhhx. as if he dares I DUN MIND GETTING KILLED OR GETTING HURT. CAUSE I ALREADY WANTING TO DIE KILL ME IF Y0U WANT. fuck y0u _I_ lanjiao larhhx. fr0m y0ung till n0w i haven't been thiis angry. thiis is just the first time i scolding y0uuex all this. fuck y0uuex g0 suck y0ur m0ther bosom larhx. cb derhx. think i wad. NO RESPECT LARH. y0uuex sucks. s0 what if y0u're m0re clever than miiex. THAT'S N0THING. it's useless. CB! fuckk y0uuex. if y0uue want tell teacher then tell her. i see wh0 suffer m0st. it's 0nly y0uuex. d0n't have handph0nes mai talk big larhhx. cb. y0u think i what 0ne years 0ld ahhx. fuck y0uuex larhhx. 0nly use m0ther handph0ne.. lame kia. ask lawrence kill me larhhx. punch me larhx. i don't need his sympathy. stupid larhhx.. fuck 0ff can b0. y0uuex are the m0st stupidest girl & childishest girl i ever seen in this entire w0rld. fuck 0ff please. y0uuex suckx m0re than y0uuex l00ks that y0uuex sucks. CB. st0p disturbing my life and just fuck 0ff. like lawrence JUST SAY LARHHX. fuck y0uuex. tell larhx TELL EVERYBODY IN MICROPHONE Y0U LOVE LAWRENCE LARHHX DON'T DARE RIGHT. I'M TELLING Y0UUEX NOW Y0U SUXS AND I MEANT IT. fuck y0uuex. i tell y0uuex larh i love mager can bo can bo u don't dare to say right. fuck y0uuex larhhx. cb ass tell so many people to help y0uuex f0r what. are y0uue that baby till like this that y0uuex have t0 tell everyb0dy t0 help y0uuex ? LAME LAH. thinking i what. I KNOW. i in sch00l n0 friends. s0 what d0es that meant that i d0n't have 0thers ?! fuck y0uuex just get l0st fr0m my life larhhx. NEXT YEAR. i w0n't see y0uuex and that's the best. i d0n't want to see y0uuex till i died. fuck y0uuex. y0u w0uld get y0ur bao yin when y0u gr0w up. and i bet it. so just fuck 0ff. y0uuex copied my picture first y0uuex tell teacher the m0st is y0uuex in the problem. it's n0t i never warn y0uuex s0 y0uuex better is gif up and fuck 0ff.

haii t0dayy s0 siannx l0rhhx. n0thiing t0 d0 at h0me. staring at c0mputer. haii. sianx. i really wiishx that there is n0 sch00l n0 exams at least. haii must study cann0t play my drawiing set.. I WAN TO DRAW ANIME FER SHADOW DERHHX LEIISX. sian lah stupiid m0ther. say must study chinese then can play _I_ y0uuex larhhx. let me play lahhx cbcbcbcb. f0rget it. Tell y0uuex s0 much als0 w0n't allow derhhx. hai -.- sheeshx s0 siannx 0n c0mputer als0 have m0tive derhhx. MUST STUDY FR0M LEAD. sianx till diie. kill teacher kill parents kill b0ys kill everyb0dy exept f0r my friendsx blehhx. but later i g0 until girlx h0me..... AH DUN WANT :P f0rgett it. n0 need kill lerhhx -.- haii. h0w ii wish i can f0rget mager... but hard... ii keep dreaming 0f hiim everynight. and even 0ne night. i remember hugging him in my dreams... as he was g0ing away... AH what i'm thinking... i'm nuts. n0w i remember why primary 5 we plant nuts f0r science project. CAUSE WE'RE NUTS hai. if i saw a falling star.. i w0uld wiish that i w0uld be with mager f0rever even if it's 0nly a ficti0n thiing. & i saw an0ther 0ne i w0uld wiish f0r wiith everyb0dy ii kn0w be friendsx f0rever till we're dead & als0 in contact wiith each0ther. :P but it's impossible. erm.. i think i rmb science teacher saiid it would 0nly c0mes 0ut 20 years 0nce.. i guess. s0 it's impossible f0r me t0 even see it f0r 0nce. haii. i really like him? d0 i ? i'm c0nfused. i wiishing t0 f0rget. it's hard. alm0st everynight dreamt ab0ut hiim. i still remember i cried bef0re. in which i d0n't usually cry.. impossible f0r me t0 shed a tears f0r a b0y.. i didn't even shed a tear f0r getting bang by bicycle. in which my b0ne was like c0uldn't m0ve and a scar 0n my leg f0rever.. imp0ssible.. I W0N'T CRY.. T-T. ah f0rget it i hate hiim. just think it this way then :P wahh -.- super l0ng t0day even when i didn't g0 0ut WOO. l0lx. that's all :P blehhx back t0 lead.com t0 study -.- cya :P [ hates mager ] [ trying ]

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[[ get all A* for PSLE]][[impossible]]
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[[ likke mager ]]
[[ best frensx: Yanling hanbin sherman shadow ]]
[[ best frensx: Eugene mager <3 l0ve all ]]
[[ hate frensx: Jiexin,lawrence,meihua ]]
[[ y0uuex all sucksx ii hate y0uuex. ]]
[[ COPYRIGHTED. s0 fuck 0ff ]]
[[ hate ppl stealing my fot0 ]]
[[ i know u envy so shutup. ]]
[[ hates naggers ]]
[[ want punch me punch lah ]]
[[ hates ppl say but don't do ]]
[[ hates ppl f0rcing miiex. ]]
[[ fav. thing: plushie :X ]]
[[ fav. f00d: mum's cooking ]]






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